If...

If my mother died before I meet her..
If she died before I apologize...
If she died while I'm still in guilty feeling..

I will remember her for the rest of my life

regretfully
with full of tears...

I will cry everywhere...
everytime...
for the rest of my life...


I hope I still have chance to meet her, or at least doing something which make her happy


"...maka sekali-kali janganlah kamu mengatakan kepada keduanya perkataan "ah" dan janganlah kamu membentak mereka dan ucapkanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang mulia"

(QS Al Isra': 23)


*if..that happen...Allah, just let my die in my crying, don't let me live again...